Deceit

http://mtjh.tumblr.com

2010-07-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

This blog should have been abandoned long ago. It shall now serves as part of the memories (tears & laughters) for the past years till now.

A normal blog of daily rantings @ http://mtjh.tumblr.com

To read or not to read. Nth much's happening. -

BYE.

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2010-05-08T01:26:00.001+08:00

It has been sucha long time since I blog because my life is boring and I don't know what to blog. I eat I sleep I work and it goes rotating thereafter. Boring or not. Sigh.

Mother's day is coming. I missed the chance to celebrate for myself lol. Next time.

Ok bye (;

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Neglected

2010-04-26T05:00:00.001+08:00

Sighh. I think i've neglected my blogger and tumblr bcos I'm busy working and finding school. I gonna blog more often liao. No why. Lol.

As of tomorrow!

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Random

2010-04-18T21:11:00.001+08:00

Busy working recently. Anyone interested in holding a party or function please do not hesitate to contact me hehehehe ;p

Okay. Nothing's up recently. Except that I finally achieve one of my resolutions for 2010 - going for my studies (;

More to go! More goals to complete.

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Before heading out to my interview C:

2010-04-09T03:13:00.005+08:00

Got a job (finally!) but pay was freaking low. Well, I still have an 'O' Levels cert. Shouldn't be that low to the extend but well! Better than having $0 income staying at home. Shall work and find a better job at the same time. Make do with it C: Anyway it's just 3 bus stop from my place so I thought I should just work temporary over there. Whatever~

Look at my auntie hair! LOL! Funny hor! Half way through my make up, with my hair undone. HAHA. Saw the bright sunlight and snapped it.

Cool right! Got 'flower' style on my hair! heheheheh ;p

And bright sunlight hides my bad complexion. hehehehhe me like ;p

Camwhore again after putting on my blusher, lipstick and spec. And my hair. hahahahha.

Ong Coco just woke up! Her seh sien face C:

So lazy to upload the events' pics. Taken from DSLR. Size soo huge and one event = approx. 200 photos. Or more. *faint*

Ok bye!

2010-04-07T05:47:00.001+08:00

I wanna perm my fucking TOU FA!

2010-04-06T19:18:00.003+08:00

Just a random post. Sigh. Still can't find a J_. Boring. Nua like ttm everyday till early morning when the sun shines before I hit the sack.

I found a kitten about a size of my palm yesterday at the letterbox and brought her back. She is super irritating and noisy. Keep meowing. Cannot stand it bodoh! Hate cats. I shouldn't be so kind. Bah. Whatever.

I gonna work and study by this year. And. Hmm. How about a L_? hehehehehehe ;p And a B_? hehehehehehehehehehehehe ;p

I was hoping J.Bieber will tour over to singapore for his concert. HA! DenI gonna run up to him like siao lang. den force him to take photo with me. lolololol C:

Aiya keep a lookout on my twitter. Ciaos~

Coco walks on twos' for 9 seconds!

2010-04-01T15:32:00.001+08:00

Progress:

Coco can now listen to 'SIT'
listen to 'up'
listen to 'down'
listen to 'paw' & 'the other paw' (shake hands)
Coco now learns to walk on her hind legs C:
LATEST: Coco now learns to 'BANG' and play dead!

Cool or not. Hehehehehe ;p My cutie pie never fail to makes me happy - the only one who is always sooooo happy when i come back home C:

I haven't finish dealing with the photos yet. hehehehhehe.

I want to get a job quick! I want money! Just money!!!!

By this year, i must have ample amount of savings, to be schooling, and to slim down ;p I know I have been saying these for years but well no more time to waste C:

Random

2010-03-26T03:14:00.002+08:00

The fact that I'm turning 20 in almost a month's time freak me out. Time is speeding off without me, ain't no time to waste.

Going over to Denniswee tomorrow so I'm praying hard to god for blessings and that everything turns out well C:

Quite a busy weekends having my time spent with bf. Tho tiffs and quarrels are on and off, I'm still contended for his presence and well, that's part of parcel in life i guess.

Out early morning to meet Ahkew and then back home in the afternoon. Faced the com the whole day dealing with hundreds of overdued photos. I guess it's coming to a time soon I'm uploading it up. If not I may not have the free time to do so as of Monday C:

Really need money right now. Nothing else matters now. Gotta get rich or die trying. Yeah that's my motto right now C:

Okay, gotta get back to the photos left dying for me and then to bed (to hug my buibui) to prepare for my battle tomorrow. Ciaos C:

2010-03-25T03:40:00.004+08:00

I really wanted to blog but god dammit what's wrong with blogger? The bar for uploading photos and all other icons are just LOST like suddenly?

Fuck. Is anyone encountering the same problem as me?
I have tons of words, thoughts and photos to share.

I have like a sudden urge and mood to post all photos up. All the due ones:

- Reagan's 21st
- Trey's 21st
- Hotdog Carnival 2010
- Malacca family trip
- Mikkel's Portfolio
- Genting highland holiday trip

& my life's worst and biggest regret

ALOT RIGHTZXZXZ. The fucking blogger just give a fucking timing to be down on their server/site?

WTHZ.

2010-03-20T02:13:00.001+08:00

V. lazy to blog ley.

Nothing to blog.

Not saying there's nothing happening in my life. Just discreet? Diaooooo.

Yea. Few more hours to KL-Genting. Gonna shop, play, eat, gamble.

Mad excited.

2010-03-15T13:39:00.001+08:00

Like a suddenly so many rare visitors to my blog. Why, what you guys wanto know? LMFAO.

2010-03-14T17:18:00.007+08:00

Telephone Vids finally up.

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Sssup. Been long since I blog. Aw. Not in that mood really.

Gloomy skies like my heart is now. Thousands of regret ain't bringing the time back. 2o years in my life, I finally learnt to cherish a chance yet I didn't and now it's finally too late.

I know I will never forgive myself. I know I cant pass this level of mine. I know how much I hate myself despite people telling me how it's not my fault.

I appreciate thoughts from all my friends esp Miss kew who actually bought me tonic to 'brew up' my life. But no matter how much I gonna make my health improve, i know my heart will still be broken afterall..

This road has been so hard for me to go through. So hard.. I know i have to brace up no matter how. But I'm really not that strong, I just feel like giving up this life of mine.

Life's a misery, really. Can I give it up? ): I have been holding on for so long. I can't seem to let go of things that's supposed to be. And I let go of things that's not supposed to be. What am i sucha pussy I really wonder. I tried moving, guess I'm just stucked in the middle of nowhere since the day I made a wrong decision. I really wish God will forgive me for all my sins. I know what done is done, I know I can't even do anything to pay back. I can't even forgive myself and move on. I can't even understand what I want. I regret soo much, yet there's nothing to be done.

Sigh.

I am not ok ):

2010-03-10T01:09:00.001+08:00

2010-03-06T23:11:00.008+08:00

Hello. It has been quite some time since I blog a good post. I've been busy coping with my new job? But well, apparently it wasnt going on well because a guy with a pussy has been messing up with my life at work.

Hmm hmm. Gotta feeling I will be sacked soon? Cos I didnt go to work on Friday? Whatever pffft - just gotta find a new job. well

Oh. Please pardon me for my tons of question marks in many of my sentences. hahaha.

And that things arounds me has been turning quite and kinda fast i cant seems to catch up so I have no time to update about what I've been doing lately! Zomg, and Coco is getting 'longer' as days goes. hahaha.. Anyway we were just back from the HOTDOG CARNIVAL. Interacted with all sorts of Dogs from A-Z seriously. Met up with the SPC (Singapore Pomeranian Club) and had fun there over at the carnival - yes especially Coco who was sooooo tired at the end of the event. Well that was her virgin trip interacting with soooo many of her species! Of cos!

Anyway~

Turning point for me as of now and then.

I have to be strong anyway! JIAYOU JIAHUI! (sounds quite rhythmic lol)

P/s: TAGBOARD DELETED. NO MORE COMMENTS. NO MORE REPLIES.

~~i am free of tampons for another 33 more weeks! haahhahaha. (NO COMMENTS)~~

2010-03-04T09:59:00.000+08:00

Wish my child will be even cuter than XIAO XIAO BIN & XIAO BINBIN(when he's a kid)!!
Yes my child will be cuter!

First day of work

2010-02-22T15:37:00.001+08:00

My first day of work today! Still learning like a noob! Lol update later when I'm home (;

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MELAKA

2010-02-18T04:30:00.002+08:00

At melaka now! lol (:
It's uber fun here except that it's v kampong style but well, staying here a few days also buay pai. hahaha.

No idea what to update. shall update when I'm back to Sg. Ciao ;p

Happy Valentine's Day

2010-02-14T05:08:00.000+08:00

I love you Mr Ong Reagan <3
Too much for me to say my thoughts here but anyway I just love you(;

Happy Vday <3 <3

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);

2010-02-12T05:44:00.001+08:00

Gg for cny shopping later. Sounds so late cos this yr the feel for cny seems like any normal days. Definetly not looking forward for this Sunday.

Am feeling kan down now )';

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KTV @ Hello Bar

2010-02-10T03:42:00.008+08:00

So happy cos' Baby brought me out today!

I think I'm v stubborn; or perhaps am afraid of facing the world with my cui face, I still put on my liquid foundation + Concealor + 2 way cake when CNY is coming

Waiting for the lift C:

MR REAGAN ONG & DELWYN LAU SINGING DUET - 浪花一朵朵 SIA! HAHAHHAHA!

Sorry my videoing skill abit CMI. I keep twisting at the near end of the video.

First time I hear him like REALLY sing after so long being with him lor! hahahha what a benefit

@ hello bar with Baby and many more

Me, Kerine, Mandy & Jane

Hehehehehehe look at Coco!

Need to handicraft V'day gift already now Byebye!

Webcamzie

2010-02-08T21:26:00.019+08:00

Hello! I webcammed like mad v long time ago. Kan unglam to the maximum! But it's okay la who's cares anyway. hahaha.

Ok bye! Gonna meet Lynn now she's so long na!

I left my head & my heart on the dancefloor!

2010-02-08T14:42:00.006+08:00

wow this song 'Telephone' is still rocking in my mind because my blog is playing the song now hahahaha!

06th Feb:

Phuture with my candyarses friends again, celebrating Nash's birthday C:

Zouk is really like sardines in a can. PH is still better but anyhow it's like my last club night already. Need to earn moolahs. So goodbye clubs! Hello $! :D

Ok now my mind is rocking with 'Do you remember' cos my blog is playing this song now. hahaha omg i am so lame!

Sigh having cough now. fucking irritating. Plus baby keeps behaving like a boy. I hate quarrels!!! Can we stop the quarrels? :C

i love you!

P/s: should i remove my tagboard? (so lazy to read and reply ley..)

Joanna's blog banner review

2010-02-05T01:30:00.008+08:00

Was a lil bored just now and decided to make a blog banner for Miss Joanna Soh.

How was it? ;p

Joanna: This is not the actual size tho, it's just a review. Anyway I decided not to e-mail you the banner because I thought if you would like me to re-make your whole blog. hahahhahaha. ok u sms me ;p

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Anyway and how, I am falling in love with

'Telephone' by Lady Gaga & Beyonce
'Do you remember' by Jay Sean.

Fucking nice sia & I don't know why lololololol!<;

The irritating part is that how come 'Telephone' has got no MV?! What fiak.

Stop calling, stop calling, I don't wanna hear anymore~ I left my head & my heart on thy dancefloor~

K-kinda busy

Sorry I can't hear you I'm k-kinda busy....

....

Okay Baby says he's coming back at 1230hours but right now is 0147hours than come back. So punctual one. Neck aching, throat suffering, armpit stinking, gotta bath and hit the sack buaibuai.

2010-02-02T14:26:00.001+08:00

Me and my 'rock-da-house' friends @ rebel <;

Thanks Jitwee u kuku for taking care of me tho u always say "I must take care of u if not later junda come find me how",

hahahah whatever the reason is thanks laaaaa, my friend since the dog day.

Oh ya! Bb came back from Rompin w Delwyn and Joel for fishing offshore.

This is his first fish!!

Forgot the name of this poor fish that got murdered by Buibui.

Mommy gonna cook this for reunion dinner hahahahah <;

2010-02-01T16:25:00.014+08:00

Hoolaahhh.. Quite sometime since I blogged! Busy week for me & uber exciting week duh! :D

28 JANUARY 2010:

That morning.. I was at his home, we woke up and about to go Jurong..

Reagan: Baby, you go home and get prepared, you need to take ur resume right? I go Admiratly do my UOB Visa, than after that I meet you at cwp faster. ok?

Me: ouhh.. ok lor.

.. So i went home, getting prepared, than he called me..

Reagan: Baby I'm now done at Admiratly, I gg cwp now and fix my watch. When I'm gg to be done fixing it den i call you den you come over to meet me lor.

Me: Aiyo once I'm done I come 2nd level the shop find you lor, isn't it faster? Rather than you call me still have to wait for me take bus to come over..

Reagan: Nvm la, you just take your time when i done with the watch den i call you lor.

Me: You abit weird de lor. I come once I'm done save time what. Zzz.

Reagan: up to you la.. kk bye.

... And so I prepared SLOWLY and than proceed slowly to take the bus.. While waiting for bus I keep calling him but he didn't pick up. Sigh. Then instead, he sms me.

Guess what he texted?

"Sorry I can't pick up your call cause I've got no hands"

.... NO HANDS to pick up my call but got hands to sms me which is even harder? When you could just pick up the call with just a click? ...

I became impatient ):

Later on when I reach the interchange he called me and asked where I am. He then told me to meet him at KFC which is on the 1st level. When I reached he wasn't even there. I was so pissed off because I thought he must be hiding something bad from me! ):

I went up to the 2nd level and find him but to no avail! Gosh. My heart sank. Was he with another girl or something? What was going on???

He then called me again and said he reached KFC but couldn't see me. I told him saying that I went up to look for him. I said I didn't saw him when I walked up. He said he went to the Basement for the toilet. I was so pissed off! Why can't he go to the 2nd level's toilet?

What's so special about the toilet @ Basement? Deng deng..

When I met him up at the KFC, he came towards me, grinning, smiling, with his hands behind.

Reagan: Don't angry la! Come i got sth for you, then don't angry liao ok?

Me: Haiz, so something wrong liao then anyhow buy things make me happy only..

** proceeded to the smoking area**

Reagan: You close ur eyes. Guess what is it?

Me: Aiya, apple strudel la.. From Basement one la..

When I open my eyes, I saw something from my blind spot,

Omg.. omg...

It wasn't apple strudel.

But i was half right.

It was an:

Apple Iphone! Omg nbccccbbbbbb!!!!

I was fucking lost for words I looked at him hugging him and jumping like mad!

He even knew I loved the white ones he got that right for me!

Such a good bf, I swear I won't let you go!! hahahhaa. Love you naughty baby!! :D

Later on he brought me to my favourite ICHIBAN for lunch some more! What day sia?! Not our anniversary, not my birthday or anything... hahaha..

Baby setting up my itune account.. (:

27 Jan: Mommy's brithday (: Had dim sum.

& Coco Ong in her Cheong Sum! LOL! kweeett or what!

Sweeeet. Partey on the 30th @ Rebel with the bunch of arseholes again! LOL!

UBER FUN! Thanks to all my wonderful bunch of friends! you guys rock da house!!

BABY THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH WO AI NI DUO DUO! HEHE! ;P

Sorry I had doubts on you. Thanks for making the efforts, you are my bestest of the bestest! mwarhs(:

2010-01-27T14:22:00.002+08:00

Sup. Just got up.

Was feeling darn happy yesterday, to be exact this morning C:

Baby brought me out for supper/breakfast or whatever you call that this early morning. We went around Wdls to search for stalls that are still in business from 0330 till 0430 & finally settled down at Wdl Ctr. (:>

We spent not more than 10 bucks really.

Awww, been sucha longgg time since we spent time like that. Effin' love it C:

Bui Bui i love you no matter how bad you are ;p

Friends

2010-01-25T15:00:00.028+08:00

A lengthy post of photos! Aww. Had some great weekend, but will be perfect with Buibui ):

Met up with Candy Neo the other day and awww, fucking miss her and to add; the bond was still there! A fucking DECADE since we last met. & yes, all same as usual(:

Chilled over at J8 Coffeebean and then a for a movie. And yes, collected my fucking phone since it was being operated 3 months ago. yes 3 months!

FUCK J8 SONY ERICSSON SVC CTR.

Anyway.

And then the next day, that was a Fri, chilled over at Jurassic Park with the bunch of arseholes. Serious shiat, they never run out of foolproof idoitic actions. HA.

Enjoying the shoot okay. LOL.

If you were wondering what they are trying to prove..

Unglam max.

This photo has a story. They are fucking laughing at me. I was the frst and became the last.

Oh, me and tt lil' sweetie pie. She never fail to camwhore. Serious.

Well you can see that I'm the empress with the 2 Eunuchs. Tsk.

Seriously not scary. Fucking look so retarded lamotf!

Fucking gross!

All photos of Jurassic Park @ http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=51410&id=1288828523&l=e4bf25dc82

SATURDAY: Steamboat/Nova C:

She is camwhoring again lol!

10 shots in a go. Can you do it?

Yes. He cannot do it. lol.

& She wins.

So at this point, Aswad shouted, "Come take photo take photo!" And then suddenly... ..."Phieewww..." He threw his phone accidentally down the crack hole of the drain. New phone some more. LOL.

My Cherry Blossom on it's healing crack. Aww.

The classic retarded faces.

@ Nova

Yea, u mixed ur own drink.

All photos on Steamboat/Nova @ http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=51456&id=1288828523&l=e7649e9049

And yea.. to sum it all up, I had fun(:

Cheers to all who made me smile!

IMY BUIBUI ONG ):

GATHERING

2010-01-24T17:05:00.004+08:00

Jeez, what fun was yesterday? Omg. Been real long since I caught up with the bunch of candyasses!

Steamboat with Jiahao, Jo, Ruisen, Cheeyong, Ahmao, Jitwee, Aswad, 2 guys I don't know popped out from where and myself at Bugis (:

Super cock sia!

365 new photos. Imagine..

Then after that chilled out at Cq then to Nova with Jitwee, Aswad, Ahmao, Huimei & Aitien.

Thanks friends(:

- Going out now with my HONEY BABY BAOBEI LAOGONG BUIBUI for the movie HACHIKO! Super excited :D

Upload the pics tonight! All the arses pls don't keep rushing me lol.

2010-01-21T17:22:00.004+08:00

Hey sssup. Meeting Candy Neo in a few hours' time. Long time since I saw her. I think the last time I saw her was 9 years ago! Omg.

HACHIKO movie is out today! I can't wait to see this movie with Baby! If am not meeting Candy today I would definitely pull Baby to the Cinema and watch it with me! I hope Coco is like Hachiko, hehehehehe ;p

3 days never saw Baby already. Sigh. Miss him like mad. But I'm happy for him cos' he's happy and enjoying! (:

Gonna miss Coco too! ):

Yesterday:

met up with my crazy sec sch classmates.

Jitwee, kuku as usual.

Jiahao, talk will still stumble as usual.

Joanna, cheerful as usual.

Ruisen, cock as usual - 12 years liao ley. hahahaha!

And than who else? Whoever la all are still as crazy as usual la! No diff!

31st Jan Muaythai fight. This time I AM NOT GOING TO PAY FOR THE TICKET.

nabuayz. lol!

- browsed through my old smses yesterday and the memories was superb. Tho many thing never longer is happening I'm still grateful for the past (:

2010-01-20T16:19:00.004+08:00

This post is secured with a passkey.

2010-01-19T03:42:00.002+08:00

My Camera was worn out by photos. 800 over new photos and still counting.

Reagan's + Trey's 21st B'day. Tired like f.

Anyway Happy 21st B'day to you again tho it's like past 3 days already! Ya' key to freedom as you have been yearning for!

& Ilu like always..

2010-01-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

Get well soon Delwyn!

Sigh. I don't believe liao.

A journal of me on 08 Jan

2010-01-09T16:45:00.015+08:00

08 Jan:

Baby went out to M'sia for a day on his job trip. I'm left alone and I miss him so much! Sigh. Keep thinking of him every now and then. I'm going insane ):

Hence met up With Ruifeng & Yencheng to Rebel to chill out. So long since I met Yc and I miss her so much too! ^^

I had Bad hair day on this day. Probably missing Baby too much.

I tried on putting falsies lashes below my eyes & it looked kan terrible.

Looked really fierce. Met up Yc @ cwp and had our dinner at LJS. While waiting for the orders, I actually plucked out the lower lashes out. I thought I looked and felt better without those. Haha.

Some pics taken otw to meet Rf (:

@ the locker (:

And then w/ me & Rf (:

Yc & Rf ^^ New friends still talk so much non-stop. lol.

There @ Rebel, not long after we saw Nick & groups too! As our table were really near the entrance, it was so easily spotted. Lol. So we shared the table.

And then Miss Mah Rf got drunk. Lol! I had to take care of her all the way. She was really funny when drunk. hahahaha. Bth.

To the extend I have to hand over my stuffs to Nick, asking him to take care for me so I can concentrate on taking care of Miss Mah! (Initially thought that she was supposed to be the one to take care of me? hahahhaha ;p)

Then Nick took my camera and crazed with it lol!

Yuenfatt & Nick, craziest lor.

I love my girls! <3

Errrr, I don't know who! hahahaha.

Errrr, I also don't know who! hahahahaha. But Nick says his name is Jaime. I thought this name is for girl de lor? x:

Me and the girls: Emily, me, Rf, Yc, Serena & Sab. Taken suddenly de lor! I haven't even stand properly. Look at Yc! hahahaha.

He craved it during Ny countdown. -___-

Nick & Sab

Smoking area. Free from Rf! hahahaha. Yc took over to take care. haha!

Is that Rf behind? Lol. I was taking care of her - putting lemon into her mouth if you can see that, hahaha!

Emily, Sab & Serena

Serena & Nick

Sab & Mingjuan

Mingjuan & Nick.

Mingjuan, Yf & Jaime

End of the day the camera returned to my side safely. Lol. Didn't really danced that night. Cos I was missing Baby so much ):

Adding that Rf was a lil over tipsy and REBEL'S SONGS SUCK!

Zirca was better but went there only awhile tho.. Yc brought me over after going to the ladies and it was hilarious cos there was this cage thingy she ask me to go up with her! Haha.

Well, shy nah, so I rejected. haha..

It was a fun night, thanks to everybody who spent the night with me, I don't feel so lonely afterall (:

It was really nice cos at least I could set my mind on something else(:

Still, I miss My Baby Ong and he's still not back yet!

Sigh.

Plusnote: Rf is my new BFF! whahahaha. super dramatic :D

*& super thanks to Yc & Rf ilu!*

2010-01-08T14:47:00.001+08:00

Baby's going overseas today. How am I gg to survive till tmr! Awwww,

Jiahui is dead on 08 Jan 10!

Will get alive back on 09th (:

2010-01-07T04:07:00.015+08:00

I always look at your page because I miss you. :( : Missing you makes me feel like a stalker.

I always look at your page because I miss you. :( : Seeing you now makes me sad. Can't we just go back in time and have things the way they used to be?

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Going down for Tattoo Convention 2010! Probably on Friday I guess? Cousin will be there so can take a lonely trip down all the way from North to East to see her(:

Has been cooping myself at home lately anyway.

Felt like partying but there isn't any event coming up! Sigh. 15Jan is about a week away from now, which means I need to a alive again to work my arse off. Money is all that revolves around the globe ya - (Tho I used to be skeptical about this but now I'm sure it is)

I need the doctors to save my face. 25 Jan! 25 Jan! 25 Jan!

Oh! btw,

COCO IS LOVE!

I'm currently reading Http://jiahui.blogsome.com

Read throughout the whole content of year 2009. Super memorable. Some feelings once had is rewinding now. hahahhaa. Anyway, 2010 doesn't seems bright either.

*I feel better now cos I accepted the reality (:

White color based blog for a new start of e year. Ugly, plain? Just something fresh la.

2010-01-05T04:50:00.006+08:00

Well, I think I'm abandoning the hope & thoughts of my E_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ t already. The vision seems to be getting clearer that it will not be happening. Well, fred not cos I'm already kinda optimistic towards everything aleady.

Life huh.

Anyway, just committed a sin by filling my tummy up with twister fries. Like once only annually. How to resist. Duh.

Yapppp, got totally drunk and knocked out on Saturday Night @ Obar celebrating Amanda's 21st Birthday. Fucking drunk. K.O pfffft.

Polaroid @ Amanda's Parteh.

Scanned it in. Quality looked old enough. Scanner old liao.

Woke up next day with terrible hangover,

plus 2 super big Balugu; swollen and super painful on my head lor. Wonder how I got that.

Drunk = Injuries.

2 bumps on head.

1 bump on thigh area.

1 swell on bum.

Fuck sia.

Totally gone.

CUSTOMIZING BLOG IN PROGRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2010-01-04T06:18:00.001+08:00

TUMBLR UPDATED (:

2009-12-31T17:49:00.000+08:00

HERE.

What explains my 2009

2009-12-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

Another year has gone again, just typically a blink of an eye. It's funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back everything is different.

Major or somewhat that left an impression of 2009 was maybe....

Working at the Airport (:

& till now i still miss them (:

Got more closer than usual with friends & not fogetting my beloved cousins!

Losing weight and gaining back to old self

HA. This is a real laugh. Dress size drop tremendously, then start back the craving and then BOOMZ, back here again with that fat arse.

Bangkok trip

Major test of LOVE by God

September flashback. Major setback. The spoiler of the year, dirt of all 365 days that was to be called pretty. He was out, no there was no peace. He ruin it all. He ruin my happiness, O' well, almost. But well apparently he did ruined my reputation and name. Seriously I was abit taken back but I don't give a damn because I know whatever he could have said would all be stuffs that will earn credits for himself. Don't everyone agree? Who will say bad stuffs and ruin his/her own reputation? Neverthless I don't give a freaking damn about what other people may look upon me because it's still my life to live afterall.

Well as a good saying goes:

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta figure out who’s worth suffering for.

I don't think he's any importance to make me figure out how to convince people how innocent I was compared to all his lies and ego words that will bury his own ugly actions. What most important is the people around me who I love and they loves me back know and believe what kind of person I am.

Reckoning that only 2 people, my lovely bitches KYL & OJW fully understand how I feel towards this whole story, I best suggest that this whole matter be buried together with 2009.

Tho this is an ugly part of life that I created myself, I have understood who is the one who really mean most to me and vice versa..... .....most importantly, I have understood who is the one who has never given me up (:

I do not wish to extend further regarding this matter, I would like to just thank, and thank and thank so many people who went thru with me during these times, who believed me, who supported me, I love you guys! Thanks<3

Heartfelt thanks to:

my 3 bitches: Yanling, Jiawen & Allen - for listening to my woes, sharing my tears, heartaches and for trusting me.. These are friends, & I finally understand why (:

Him, as well. Because of you I finally found these friends who I know that they are friends, and finally knowing who is the one who really care and love me and never given me up afterall. So thanks. (eyes closed)

Most importantly, YOU<3

You went through too much because of me, I had said too many times and this time I would still like to say it: thanks for believing in me, caring for me and of all, never giving me up. I finally understand how strong our love is. We have been thru ups and downs, sometimes our quarrels seems like forever but we always get to make it fine. I always know we can make it. Perhaps now your love for me no longer exists but I'm still grateful that God has given you to me, that is probably the best gift I could ever ask for. I'm truly sorry tho I had said it probably a thousand times but then again I'm sorry and I love you and I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you....

A new family member, COCO (:

She... well, brought a life outta me, love her so much, tho she's abit too naughty now but I belive time changes, so does she (:

She's like of all, the best companian I could ask for, and a good replacement for him when he's not around. Afterall, everything she do just simply put me smiling.

Her life journal with me and family @ Http://ongcoco.blogspot.com

WELL! Basically this should be the whole summary of my 2009. It's a bad bad year. And I'm glad it's coming to an end (:

X'mas 09

2009-12-29T22:16:00.004+08:00

Just some pictures taken from Facebook. Only took those that I think I look nicer in. Mai lai, majority of the people will do the same thing. tsk.

Made do with it at Sembawang Park tho was lil less crowded but well the atmosphere was still kinda there. I reckon due to the presents exchange thingy that made it looked like one. But anyway whether it did created the scene or not it was still enjoyable. Not forgetting the joker king around, there's barely peace anyway. So yeap, L4D2 for them again, left me, jiawen, her sis and coco at home toasting to ourselves. (Ok, my one sip is still considered ok ;p)

More or less a day still passed unknowingly. Now it's just 2 days away from 2010.

Goodbye 2009, FUCK YOU ;p

2009-12-29T03:11:00.007+08:00

VISIT COCO'S JOURNAL @

HTTP://ONGCOCO.BLOGSPOT.COM

I'm the Co-author so look out for my post! :D

I haven't started posting yet cos I'm just done customizing the blog but will do so soon with all her cutie pics!

Meantime the journal is still alive and kicking, so don't fred! ;p

I'LL BBS (:

LITTLE MISS CHATTERBOX VS LITTLE MISS COCO

2009-12-28T17:25:00.000+08:00

2010 RESOLUTONS

2009-12-25T17:25:00.001+08:00

AFTER A LONG DAY OF PLAYING...

2009-12-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

2009-12-23T04:54:00.005+08:00

Why ley?

why must call office cannot email by coporate mey? Why must you be so concern ley? Not your fucking business understand. Busybody will not come to any good end.

Why bother to like everything on the updates and status? It's fucking irritating.

Your comments is not needed AT ALL.

It's none of your fucking business, girl!

I am highlighting every single word in this post here RED because it represent my JEALOUSY TO ANGER right now!!!

Say that I'm unreasonable by alll meansss. THIS GUY IS MINE!

She's my lil bitch <3

2009-12-23T02:13:00.000+08:00

Coco, and then Coco, and then Coco again @ WEBCAM [=

2009-12-21T02:27:00.013+08:00

Haha Linsheng so fucking fat!

FAT CAT!

Super FAT!

Alien sia!

Wha I'm like so super slim sia.

My face jitao CMI!

Snowing!

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And hor, STUPID REAGAN ONG STILL NOT HOME YET. AIYO!

you not home i cannot fall aslp):

Ong Coco (De Chanel)

2009-12-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hi! She's in her new home now! (:

TINGTING'S 19TH B'DAY ADV CELEBRATION

2009-12-20T04:22:00.022+08:00

And these 4 pictures are so called the joke of the day for my purposely 'pro & skilled' photograhy.

Lastly, Happy 19th B'day to Miss LST. Quite sad I couldn't use my cosmetics thus didn't wear make up to ya b'day (WELL, explaining why i look like a fucking ugly fat woman down those pictures), if not I will sure 'zi lian' like hell de lor. Never aimed the camera at my own face myself alone like even once except for 1 mirror reflected one. Felt like super rejected lor. hahahha! <3

FUCKING FUNNY I SWEAR!

2009-12-18T19:22:00.004+08:00

Baby's youngest bro did these vids that make me literally ROTFL ; I swear I did! And that I can't help laughing till the extend that I have to grab hold of my tummy against the ache due to over-laughing and tears populating over my eyes lor. Kan fucking funny manz. LMAO!! :D

Omg, I too wanna be like her! SO LOVED. ^^

2009-12-16T17:18:00.011+08:00

Xiaxue's engaged! Her boyfriend proposed to her, like, RIGHT IN THE CINEMA THEATER!

So sweet or what! He booked the entire theater hall and then cast clips of him on the super big projector screen and then appeared like suddenly and proposed!

So sweet!

Watch here: http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=8&v=268

I cried okay!

Mr Ong you ley? hehehehek!

And making me loved minded now lor. So I'm intending to post out some lovely photos of us over the year then. not sorted out, and like super random......

(am imagining now if that ong mao mao kneel down suddenly and shouts "will you marry me?" with that bling bling ring! wha piang.........)

REALISED WE TOOK FUCKING MANY PHOTOS OVER THE YEAR BUT THIS FEW MONTHS ALOT LESSER. BECAUSE OF WORK I BELIEVE.

I'M GONNA CONTINUE MY D.I.E EPISODES NOW. SO BYE NOW.

MY BOOK ARRIVED!

2009-12-16T10:06:00.002+08:00

Excellent efficiency from Kino, my book kinda arrived at about 9 in the dawn when the expected time of delivery is from 8am - 5pm (:

Gonna smear open the plastic cover now... tee hee hee!

One of my 2 most Important darlings in my life <3

2009-12-16T03:09:00.005+08:00

That's my girl! (:

That's my boy! Gees <3

That'a all 'bout it. lol. Rushing to complete my D.I.E series! 2 more disc to finish and continue with D.I.E Again (PART II) Cool (:

2009-12-14T22:51:00.004+08:00

So I spent my whole day rotting at home because I'm kinda into the HK Drama D.I.E I can't bear to leave my eyes off the screen for a min. Well, except for going to the loo and gg down for lunch with baby. It's the genre of show for me. The mystery, detective kinda show. You know, like the Kindaichi show.. Loveit(:

Had like 5 breakouts today when I woke up looking at the reflection of myself ): Appointment to NSC (National skin centre) is like on the 25th Jan'10. Still more than a month before it arrives. Have to stick to that smelly brown cream to temporarily 'tong' my pathetic face. Look what NYSS (New York Skin Solutions) had done to me. Hate them, gimmick-ers, cheaters..

Oh ya, this afternoon purchased the 'Pomeranians for dummies' book online and shall be arriving tomorrow or Wednesday the latest right to my doorstep. Can't wait, esp this SUNDAY! :D:D

Actually wanted to purchase another handbook on Poms as well but money wise.... decisions aborted. And since this book was suggested by baby's bro as well, I thought it will be good. Anyway it's for dummies what. I think I am as regards to this. Whahahaha.

Ok I go watch my drama liao.

2009-12-14T03:36:00.011+08:00

Ssssup. I'm missing Coco! 7 days more for her to come her new home. Like an excited. Rented HK Drama series 'Death Investigation Extension' from Jiawen just now at her shop which apparently is her last day of work at TVBI. Laugh my ass off. She never stick to one job for long. Salute sia!

But anyway she's still my best of friends over a decade. Right? ^^

(*Caressing my fingers across her neck*)

Anyway, some lil photos i took randomly on the day visiting Coco:

My Rolling stones tongue. Cool or not. Lol.

Coco replenishing her thirst! Must be the cutest pup ever.

& that's me and Mr Reagan Ong Mao Mao! So long since I address him that. Hahaha.

My hair was dyed and highlighted red by Yanling darl as part of her Final exam piece. Apparently my hair don't look that reddish but it was really fucking red in actual fact. But I myself can't stand my own bad habit at the fact that I have to wash and shampoo and condition my hair every single time when I wet my hair during shower. Hence my red is eventually dropping off quick and now it's becoming like the typical 'ah-lian-color' people like to categorize the color as. Well, IYKWIM (If You Know What I Mean).

And then earlier this noon, baby gotten his new handphone HTC TOUCH HD II. Super long sia the model name. Like a kuku. He's like so super engrossed with his gadgets like always one la, then throw me aside. BAHH. So I literally pulled him to Jiawen's working outlet to rent dvd and kill my boredom. On an unrelated sidenote, my hands are attacked by the strong acid of the Dettol sterilizer. It's looking so unglam now! ): Sigh.

And then I keep disturbing and irritate him that he owe he 10 bucks from the computer room to the bedroom to the dining hall till he give up and 'kiap' the money in my wallet. Laoniang is the winner! YEY YEY!

And then his lil bro Linsheng is super funny, I can't help laughing cos' whenever I aim my camera at him, he will show me that lj face. Haha. And we were like, keep surfing the webbies for all sorts of activities we can provide for Coco, see, how passionate are we? :D

At D.I.E Episode 2 only now, and it's nice! Shall continue blogging later.

Watch drama first. ............................ And cuddle my babyboy(:

P/S: Coco, mummy loves you many many ok! *winkwink* (HAHA!)

2009-12-13T01:13:00.002+08:00

Suuup badey. Back from visiting Coco. Can bring her home next week Sunday! Super excited. Thanks Angjiahao for recommending me to ya' uncle's place. Fabulous I found this lil cutie to join my family.

Missed the sun today. Gonna hit it tomorrow. Ciaos(:

2009-12-12T00:28:00.002+08:00

Supposed to go on fishing trip today (just now) but was cancelled but nevermind, wasn't that excited tho.

tomorrow morning: SUNTAN! SWIMMING!

tomorrow afternoon: go visit Coco and buy her stuffs back to welcome her joining the family next week! tsktsk!

tomorrow gonna bring my dslr for some shootings. some work to be done like seriously. Oh btw, her name is Leandra. Hahahahhaha.

Terminator Salvation now. Then early bed for tomorrow's activity!

2009-12-10T00:36:00.003+08:00

First of all, I will be blogging most photos at http://ahmay.tumblr.com cos I thought that tumblr will post bigger image out there and I kinda love it <3

Secondly, I need to go on diet but the motivation is not here yet ):

Thirdly, NG LI YAN you say will tag you better tag! LOL!

Fourthly, I love Reagan Ong!

Lastly, photos please go to http://ahmay.tumblr.com

Thankyou!!! ^^

I PUBLIC MY BLOG LE.

2009-12-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

Privated my blog yesterday. Due to one post. Decided to ask Cousin Jenny to show me how to lock texts hence TA-DA! I publicize my blog again. So LAME!!

Added 4 new songs. First two are by youtuber who sings her talents online. Next two is X'mas song la. Hehehehehe!

2009-12-09T03:22:00.015+08:00

Long time since I really blogged ever since my overseas trip. Been too lazy to blog but rather I decide to private it so I can actually diary out my thoughts.

Maybe my tumblr blog will be the one I can simply utter some nonsenses in cos' since it can't be private anyway. Laughs <3

What happened most lately was of cos, the puppy incident. I was really disappointed with those people backfiring their words. Seriously am having some racists actions towards indians after that.

But then again it was a good thing in return tho, because I got a cute puppy in return (: We after which decided not to name her Cookie because it makes us think of that incident. Hence we had name our new and FIRST puppy Pomeranian COCO ONG! Isn't that sweet? The name was after many test, opinion, suggestions, interview and approval that everyone was satisfied with.

Linsheng even created a lil bloggie for her. That was like so sweet la! Silly boy (:

Well she's only 1 month old! So super tiny, only the size of like... two horizontal palms? Has decided to put my love all on her.. since I have so much of it hahaha.

Today Aps called me regarding my job and asked me to join back to them and continue working there as a part timer. I agreed. But now I kinda regret it tho because I thought I wanted to make a better future and then why am i agreeing to go back to them?

Exactly. I'm so stupid. I should look forward and then start anew. I was actually afraid to start new roads of my life because I'm afraid of failure. I don't know why too. Thinking of going school for courses next year terrified me as well because I don't have any idea where to get the money to start my schooling as well as my determination..

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Stress about how I'm going back to school, about what new job that will suits my lifestyle.. stress about every thing...

sometimes, I seriously thought of leaving Singapore, staying in a isolated area where no one knows me, and just simply stay there...

Sometimes it just hurts thinking of reality.... No wonder when you are young, you always hear adults saying things like "sometimes i wish I'm a kid, no worries.." So now I finally figure out this sentence..

Prawn fishing night on 23 Nov.

2009-11-26T11:52:00.002+08:00

The thing is 6 ATTEMPTS was being unappreciated Facebook keep failing me to upload the photos up the album. Wth! 6 attempts = 6 x 50 mins c'mon! Just pass me bodoh! 7th attempt is on it's way right now, please make the 7th the last la dey! ISH!

2 more days to go! WOOOOPPIEE!

2009-11-23T22:45:00.005+08:00

I'm back from Tumblr! HEHS. Tumblr is <3

Anyway! Happy Anniversary to my babyboy! He's forever a baby teehee and I love you so much <333333

Prawn fishing yesterday night was great. But came my monthly aunt agony. Thanks ey, what a timing. A few more days to jet off to BKK! Nabey-ness, super excited I should say.

I owe Jenny like SOOOOO many pictures but then I'm working! No much time for me to deal with the photos it's sucha time comsuming thingy. And I have new 271 photos up for grab taken yesterday. Today as early as 8am I was being asked to surrender the photos up online. Like a superman only!

Diploma in: Marketing & Sales, Marketing, Business, HR. Which which which? I'm having second thoughts on Engineering as well. Ah, kick off that thoughts. BAH.

Prawners of the night!

Will find a time to post all the pics up and STORY IT OUT. SUPER GAY I SWEAR!

@ Yishun Dam

Guess what they are doing (:

GAY OR NOT YOU TELL ME.

2009-11-05T03:37:00.003+08:00

After much consideration, I've decided to continue blogging at blogger but..

Currently I'll be blogging over at

Click it and move on! Re-linking is optional. tsk tsk :p

Tumblr is <3

2009-11-04T05:37:00.002+08:00

Totally agree with everything on Tumblr. It's tasty! Am feeling contradicted now.

Stick to this ~~stupid~~ blogger, along with another Tumblr,

or change it to tumblr once and for all?

Think I shall keep it at 2. Tumblr shall be my personal 'boring' blog. Coooool. Loving' it <3

Going to bed now. I'm missing my boy! ):

2009-11-03T16:15:00.003+08:00

Me and my lao gong gong! <3

With old hang-outs. Miss em really alot. Just that the 'feeling' can't be back like before anymore. But nevertheless I love em still! <3

25 more days to jetting off. 1st fly-off trip with babyboy. Yet now I've not got a single penny for the trip. Thanks goodness baby is always giving me solutions, it's always like that (:

Ok, random:

I'm loving Tumblr now. But not revealing the address yet. No idea why too. Lol.
Been some days since I entered Wishpot website. Perhaps I dare not dream more for those materials.
I'm slacking off my work.
My health is breaking further down.
And I don't think my mind is stable anymore. Lol. So..
I think I need a break. 25 more days!

I halloween ya'll!

2009-11-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

Me and Xiangling (:

Halloween was a long chapter for me. My Dslr's battery died on me that night when I stepped out of my house. Just some pictures sent from dear friends who took it with me. And It's was a long and tiring night.

I should say I enjoyed (:

Am working now, waiting for the arrival of Mr M for his meeting. He's stupid, holding a meeting at this time. And I have to make my boy wait. F_.

Hmm okay he's here! bye.

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* No matter what you said to me, how harsh it was, how ugly it sounds, or how much you hate me, how bad your attitude is to me, or how much you do to make me feel broken hearted, I'm still thankful I've got you. No matter how hard things have become, or how bad the chemistry has broken between us, I'll still love you.. I'll still love you. *

Because we are so comfortable with one another that there's no more sparks.

2009-11-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

I've tried to say it a thousand different ways. I've tried twisting the words inside out and doubling them back over onto themselves. I've tried coming up with words in different languages, because maybe they have words for this thing (I couldn't say what it is) that we're missing in this one. I've tried saying the same words over and over again in hopes that this time they'll mean what I want them to mean. I've tried writing it down and spelling it out and stressing each syllable across intercontinental static. I've filled up pages and pages of paper with what I'm trying to say, but never with what I mean to say.

Maybe it annoyed you in the end.

Maybe I should just stop.

- Loren Barnes

HALLOWEENY!

2009-10-30T17:27:00.003+08:00

Omg. madly excited. just a day away from halloween. Can't wait. Today gonna be a slow day. You know, when the next day's something big. the day before will be reallyyy slow.

Gonna see Evangeline, Rui, Von, Via, Yencheng, yanling & tgt w/ her guy and mine. I'll play till total worn-out I swear!

What should I wear? omg, I can't wait..

To be continued! ...

I CAN;T WAIT FOR HALLOWEEN!!!

2009-10-29T10:23:00.003+08:00

Chilled with Yanling & Yencheng yesterday night, and came Xueying too. Had quite a busy talk updating each other on our daily lives.

And the more we talked, the more I can't wait for this coming Saturday. It's Halloween! :D:D But my face is killing me. Help...

Baby's not happy with me now. Haiz. ):

Portfolio of Mikkel Teo

2009-10-28T03:48:00.010+08:00

And then town trip with the Tay's. Posting up soon. Gotta hug my baby to slp now! Zzz (:

Portfolio of Cheerio Tay

2009-10-28T03:15:00.000+08:00

Finally..

2009-10-27T05:02:00.007+08:00

Spend my mc finishing up my incompleted blog make over. Is it better now? ^^

My health is dropping to ground zero soon, should really start panicking and be worried now. Sigh. What's happenning?

On top of that, I have almost finished up editing the tons of photos that I owed, esp to my dear cousin Jenny. It's like 10% more to completing everything. So I promised by tmr it will be up! Promise x9234715102358 times really (: (:

Been quite a tiring and sore weeks for me. It totally jeered my life upside down. However I'm okay now, really contended and happy with what I'm having now. With true friends I finally know who, and knowing where my heart finally belongs to, what else should I ask for?

I have been giving my dear friends alot of troubles, and esp to my dearest baby boy, whom I've disappointed and hurt him over and over again, when he simply just doesn't deserve all the treatments that I had given.

Thanks Baby for giving me the chance to let this relationship blossom again. I know you are very 'xinku'. I am v thankful for all the efforts that you have given and all the hardships you have gone through for me. I'm sorry for being such a bad girlfriend, I don't know where my heart were laying all these while, it has been so lost but now you have finally settled my heart into yours, words simply can't express how much I'm grateful towards your love to me and how much I want to tell you that I really loveeeeee you sooooo much. Everything you done for me has been so great that sometimes I just thought that I just don't deserve it because I have not done anything for you to do all these for me. you are so silly like always, but I'm so happy I found you in my life. Thanks for making me feel so special. I've never felt this way before. I've never felt so loved before, thanks for making me happy, thanks for always trying your best to do anything just to make me smile. Thanks for trying to change things about you that you never thought that you will. Thanks for putting your love in me. I love you!

No matter how hard people try to talk me out, saying that you and me were never meant to be, I will always follow my heart - because they are not me, that never know how much we had been through and how much you had done for me. It doesn't matter to me anymore, really. Like you told me, "stab the eye & the ear". I will always tell myself this lil' joke that you told me, to remind me that no matter how much people hate to see us together, I won't care cos I've got you, and you're everything that I need. I know I won't go wrong listening to my heart. I know I have finally made a right decision this time. I know you are the one. Baby, I'm sorry for everything, thanks for starting afresh with me all over again, it's a kinda feeling I've never ever had before. I love you (:

Listen to: "don't matter" by Akon

I totally agree with you, net!

(Photo courtesy from http://ah-nette.blogspot.com/)

Random date out <3

2009-10-25T02:42:00.001+08:00

& more photos to go, and more photos I owe... Lol.

2009-10-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

Baby drew it. he's (L).

Lame i mean.

But I loikeit! Look stupid right.

But it's cute! So nobody criticize ok! (:

hehehehehhee. I love you baby! <3

2009-10-22T15:25:00.004+08:00

So after my Bangkok trip, I wanna stay frozen at LONDON! Pleaseee??

Before I land my whole self onboard, Halloween night anybody??